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. João Stefan Conner
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Age19
TownSpringfield
CountryUnited States
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OK, now… where to start? There might a lot of condescending material in here - just because I change my mind frequently, mostly while I'm typing.. so humn, get over it? Alright here it goes...
1º Please, if you talk to me and write on here, DoNt TaLk LyKe DiS CuZ iT ReALlY iS AnNoYiNg As PoOp... I don't see how you do it anyways, that took me like five minutes to write.
2º Most of you don’t know who I really am so I’m starting with the basics.
My name is João, it really is so believe it fool! My full name is João Stefan Conner .
I'm typically a quite person... but that is seriously starting to change. Like, I cant shut up when I get around people for some reason now. I just have so much to say, and nothing stopping me from saying any of it... its amazing.
I’m one of those guys who played rough in their childhood and got scars and cuts in their arms and legs. I had it rough growing up, and I guess that everyone says that... and when you tell another person this, they automatically try to "One up" you because their life sucked SO much worse, pfff. Whatever. I don't really care, it made me who I am today. So i guess that i am thankful for all of my past. My sister Shasha means the world to me... yet another reason to stay focused on the future.
I was born in Springfield (if you talk about the Simpsons I’LL KILL YOU!) Illinois, but I was raised in Paredes (PT).
I pretty much hate my family (not my immediate family). And I know there are those of you "family lovers" that are like "But you cant hate them, they’ve raised you." Yeah whatever. Go choke on a chicken wing, fag. I hate them, and you are just going to have to live with it. I do, right? But then… there was my father, the man of my life, really. He was everything I want to be someday. And there’s my mother, she supports me now, as much as she does with my sister. That’s a big thing really!
Now I’m learning that people really need to make mistakes for them selfs. No one ever told me how to do anything, or why I should do something, and I feel like I grew up fine so I have become much more open to everything other people want to do. I no longer shut it down, even if it's a bad idea.
I do smoke… and funny enough I am now getting allergic to cigarette smoke. the ONLY freaking thing in the world that I'm allergic to (I’m not counting with the hot stuff going on… I’m all full of scratches)!
I do drink… and I do like to party, although i haven't in awhile, but its cool. I like drinking but anyway, I can show you tons of ways to have fun without tons of pot and beer, and I'm pretty sure that you would have more fun with me doing these things, then sitting on a couch stoned, or throwing up in a toilet.
When I star to read a book I always read the last sentence after I read the first chapter. Someday I’ll understand why I always do it. Someday…
I listen to my music as HIGH/LOWD/RAAAW as I can in the twilight of my room at one in the morning and I don’t even care about my neighbors.
I have tons and tons of stories, most of them funny, a lot of them sad, and a select few are just weird ones (thanks for the box story Raphs)
I just got COMPLETELY OUT of a horrible relation-shit. But for the most part, I always try to keep my head up, and never let other people bring me down no matter what. I'm nothing like anyone you have ever met. At this point in my life I thought that I could seriously tell you description of the perfect girl. Like for real. A girl where her flaws make her seem even better, she was actually a brazilian girl, and she was amazingly gorgeous, and everything I have ever wanted in life. But then I realized, what fun is that? I don't want someone perfect... far from it actually, in fact I think I am like the weirdest man ever. I could never settle for that perfect girl, ever.. I love her but I would never be happy, it would suck, and I just couldn't do that to myself . So now if you ask me what I think the most perfect girl in the world is, or my dream girl. I'll probably say something along the lines of.. "Eff dream girls, they are named that for a reason."
And that would bring it to the point of "People want what they cant have." and to be honest, all I truly want out of live, is a good life for me and someday, for my kids. I don't have a bucket list or anything like that, but I know that I will never settle for anything less than what I deem perfect for my kids. And even if I am rich, they are not getting spoiled, it ruins people when they think money just comes out of people's behinds, screw money, it corrupts but I'm already corrupted, so Im going to teach my kids better!
I can be the center of attention and also the crazy hyper. My mood changes with the day, but it is always positive... never ever will I be depressed again. I feel like it's actually impossible for me to ever feel that way again.
I don't ever watch TV anymore, and I haven't for awhile now. I just cant find a reason to start watching it. I spend more than enough time in movie land, that I don't need TV, with its stupid commercials and gay stuff all the time. it makes me mad.
The thing about movie land… well, let’s see?
I met this girl named Lanna in the summer of 2001, bad times bad times. And we talked about movies almost everyday (for the entire day almost). She knew sooooooo freaking much crap about movies, She could tell you what actors played in any movie you called out, and she could tell you every movie they have played in, what awards they won, etc. So after I got out, I had this new love for movies, and ever since, I have tried to rival his knowledge in movies.. but I'm pretty sure its impossible, but I seriously love movies, and try my hardest to see everything that is out, and is about to come out. I'm getting pretty good, I don't have a very big ego (at all) but I probably know more about movies then you ever will, and I'm actually proud of that (pretty sad eh?)

I think that this is probably enough, it's like a freaking novel, I hope you had fun reading it. if you feel like it's still too short though, say something about it, and I'll add more!

Get at me on here or just choose one of the following:
and on MSN, condescending.material@hotmail.com
I also have a yahoo account but I'm almost never on it
stefan.conner93@yahoo.com (go figure…)

MUSIC
A Perfect Circle; A Step Behind; Against Me!; Alexisonfire; Architect; Atreyu; Avenged Sevenfold; Bad Brains; Between The Buried And Me; Black Label Society; Bring Me The Horizon; Bullet For My Valentine; Chiodos; Civic; Dark Tranquillity; Darkness Dynamite; Day Of Dead; Disturbed; Drop Dead Gorgeous; Element Eight; Enter Shikari; Eyes Set To Kill; Heavy Heavy Low Low; Ho-Chi-Minh; I Am Ghost; Impaled Nazarene; In Flames; Just Went Black; Kittie; Lacuna Coil; Macabre; Meshuggah; Nodes Of Ranvier; Norma Jean; Protest The Hero; Rise Against; Silverstain; Still Remains; The Human Abstract; To Kill; Underoath; Winds Of Plague
FILMS
Wolf Creek; House Of Wax; Batman Begins; Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street; The Nightmare Before Christmas; Corpse Bride; Edward Scissorhands; Iron Man; Frontier(s); Prom Night; 88 Minutes; Street Kings; Chaos Theory; The Ruins; Shutter; La Misma Luna; Love Songs; Never Back Down; Paranoid Park; Chicago 10; Charlie Bartlet; The Signal; Diary Of The Dead; Fool's Gold; Seven; Kill Bill;
BOOKS
THE SATANIC VERSES by Salman Rushdie; LORD OF THE FLIES by William Golding; GRAVITY'S RAINBOW by Thomas Pynchon; A PORTRAIT OF THE ARTIST AS A YOUNG MAN by James Joyce; DARKNESS AT NOON by Arthur Koestler; ART AND ILLUSION by Ernest H. Gombrich; DARKNESS VISIBLE by William Styron; THE LIBERAL IMAGINATION by Lionel Trilling; THE RISE OF THEODORE ROOSEVELT by Edmund Morris;
THE ADVENTURES AND MEMOIRS OR SHERLOCK HOLMES by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle; THE ADVENTURES OF TOM SAWYER by Mark Twain
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